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well Im at the coast right now and I felt like writing so here I am. I miss him every day and regret what I did and wish that i could some how tern back time. I chest hurts when I think a bout the time we spent together. the things we did the kisses we shaired all that and every thing else. But Know that in time i will meet the one that wont give up on me and I wont on him. john doe is him he is every thing and more above and beond. He will be there when I cry and laph. I will be there for him too. Even when Im in a gloomy mood he will hold me and we will laph and get a milk shake. That may just be wishfull thinking but I wont give up till I find John Doe and I his Jane Doe will finaly have names.
I dont know what came over me when I wrote that but I still did what ever its all true. The sooner im in high school the better, ya know? Well ttyl ps I got a cell phone!